WOOTS~!:D

this whole week was quite fruitful plus the fact that i've already bidded goodbye to Os makes the whole feeling even more shiok!(:

let's see what has happened these few day..hmm..
oh my freaking 2nd bro played a prank on me.zzz. he was heading out for work and suddenly dropped his bag telling mama and his gf that there's an insect in his bag. then after awhile he told them say no lah just joking. then he went to change his bag and headed out of home. and all these happened when i was bathing. then after about half an hour from the time he left home, he called me and asked me take that particular bag to the kitchen, telling me not to tell his gf about it. wah then i thought maybe he want to give my a surprise or give his gf a surprise want me help him. then he ask me to dig into the velcro compartment of his bag and... A COCKROACH CRAWLED ONTO MY HAND AND I WAS STUNNED AND SCREAMED INTO THE PHONE.-.- ass brother.. i totally hang up on him! omg how can a brother be so mean! he knows i'm scared of insects lah!-.- then he decided to msg me and say sry. haha! super shiok that he is guilty!xD cos his gf is also pissed with what he did. woohoo~!xD

headed to watch Sister's Keeper with cecilia cheryl jiahui and huilu after last paper! the queue at plaza sing was suppeer long! but really glad that we were able to catch the movie in time! it'ss really a good sobsob movie! i doubt i have ever cried that much during any other movies. it's like totally flooding kind. super malu. =x and it's super funny actually cos cheryl and huilu were on my left while cecilia and jiahui were on my right. then cheryl and huilu cried while cecilia and jiahui keep giggling about the sniffing sound flooding the theater. haha!

had porridge buffet for dinner at some quality hotel with whole family. all 7 of us. happy family!(: then headed to johor the next day and it was super exciting. it's the first time we tried to drive in to johor on our own and bro was really excited about his mission, which was to drive into johor! but we actually was so hoping that he could bring us safely back to singapore. lol! and guess what, we were illegal immigrants for like half an hour cos we entered johor without stamping our passports! amazing! then had to detour back to custom and was escorted by the police to the custom again to get or passports stamped. super cool experience cos we were walking in the opposite direction of the crowd with a police in front clearing our way and everyone was staring at us like we're some big shot. LOL. can't deny that bro's really good in figuring out the route. plus the traffic in johor is seriously crazy! you can drive on a lane and suddenly, you're in between 2 lanes with 2 cars in lane with you in front instead of 1. -.- and the road was meant for 3 lanes and sudenly you see 4 lanes of cars. crazily scary but serously fun!(:

oh no this is getting long but i've yet to finish! LOL. met cheryl for lunch today and supposedly was to meet some dumbdumbs for kbox but end up decided not to go. haha! fingers totally hurting and peeling cos was playing guitar for quite long. and practised on the full bar chords and seriously hurting now. ouch. but nevertheless, guitar is super fun!(:

applied for job at upcoming Sitex fair from 26-29nov with jiahui and cecilia. hopefully can get hired and earn some money!(: council's farewell on 30nov and pingpong farewell chalet is on 1-3dec. crazily packed. and with all those prom plannings and farewell gifts making.. oh no it's like damn busy.-.- i want my dance & 舞台剧 with cheryl and swimming sessions with jiahui they all one! ahhhh!=\ and there's guitar outing to look forward to. LOL. sounds really dumb but fun and really looking forward! haha! gonna cut away my $3.80 hair tmr! like finally! meeting yujun during weekends for council gifts and jerlyn next wed to get pingpong gifts. totally chioongg.....! gosh, hols are just so packed but cool. (:

decided to intro 1 nice song after each post! so click HERE for Chef SereneOng's 歌曲推荐#1- 范逸臣-不说出的温柔. there's lyrics provided in the link! ohno pass 3am le, shall oink! enjoy!:D

年少时候, 谁没有梦?

woah it's 2am now.

feels like ages ago when my nights were busy with council stuffs to settle. and tonight's a reminisce of those moments. called up promcomm ICs together with yujun, got my juniors to help fix the promblog, discussed the collection of money, sent out msg to seniors to grab them back to help out, typed out a template for the account... goes on and on. life's like a never ending novel, ironically, one day it'll come to an end. lol.

have been hooked onto the guitar these few days! keep playing 浪花一朵朵 non stop. OMG LOL. super malu. haha! seeing improvements in my full bar chords! seriously hope can change fast enough and i think it'll be ok! yay! xD if only one day i can play I'm Yours, or like maybe Love,Me tabbs. woah, that'll probably be like in my next lifetime. O.O

woah! give myself a pat on my shoulders for surviving through 2weeks+ of Os! *PATS PATS!* ^^
it's just 2 more papers to go and say goodbye to all my notes and textbooks and TYS! LOL. looking forward to after Prom cos tht's when it really means REST & RELAX for me. haha!

realised it has been 5months at least since i've really had a real workout. omg. so headed to jog!:D initially wanted to jog to ECP. was thinking of the possible routes but the shorter routes had to go through underpass! like omg nooooo!=x after spending half an hour on deciding which route to take, i decided to just jog the usual route which was around my house area. lol. died halfway.. just like how i did each time i jog after a long period of time without jogging. zzz. wasn't feeling really 甘心, so met pris next morn at Tamp Swimming Complex. HAHA. supposedly i was to meet her at 10am, but when i first open my eyes in the morn, it was already 1030am. LOL. luckily i had quite expected it and told her i'll msg her when i wake or she'll be a dumb fool to wait for 2hrs. =x swam 32laps like wooooohoooo!:D i bet she swam at least 40 laps. crazy nuts..she just keep swimming to and fro non stop. LOL. owells, can't wait to train after O's over!^^

MANUTD LOST TO CHELSEA 0-1!=\
DROGBA IS SERIOUSLY SUPER FAKE. he couldn't even stand up and walk and when he was given a yellow card, immediately he can walk and scold the referee. irritating.-.- and if you get to catch every chelsea match, do look out for the man who fall to the ground the most or get "tripped" the most. it'll undeniably be DROGBA. zzz.
i was so so so sadddd when terry headed the freekick in!!! it's like totally heartbroken!=\ plus to think that rooney playing forward actually chiong to the back to defend! like awwwww~! he is super pia! hope ManU get back their form!
LEAGUE CHAMPIONSHIP HERE WE COMMMEEE! :D :D :D

Ohh, somehow i feel like i always 和贵人擦身而过 like that. guowei jL was asking how i am coping with Os, and he is seriously a super motivative coach. i was saying that i guess i've reached the max limit that i can bring my skills to alreaedy. and he actually said that i still have yet to reach my fullest potential!!! i was like so motivated! and he listed out the reasons to why i can't reach my fullest potential. and he said if we don't meet in hwachong, we shall meet in NTU. and i was like, i'm going TJ, and planning to go NUS. it's like ahhhhhhhhh.... there goes a good coach for a lifetime. and probably, my chance of ever fulfilling my dream. owells, how suay can i get?=\

Shall go oink already. i realised im serious super pig, and super owl too. i'm an owl-ly pig. LOL. k time to go hug my stuff dog to sleep! whee! ^^

& JIAYOU SERENE ONG YAN TING 2021/0311 FOR YOUR LAST 2 PPRS! HAHAHA! AND ALL OF YOU TOO EH!:D :D :D

阳光总在风雨后, 请相信有彩虹(:

it's like exactly 1 month ago when i fell ill and now again, im sick.zzz.-.-

it's really super irritating to have ur nose blocked and trying to clear it when you have to crack your brains for the papers. ahhh........ irritating. bro gave me med and said won't feel drowsy one.. and gave me another 2 more for phlegm and he popped 2 into his mouth. i was like omg wth?! then i was convinced and popped all 3 into my mouth too. next thing i know... 10pm- i'm on the bed; 10am- i'm stuggling to wake up. -.- surely don't feel drowsy..zzz.
oh no, i feel like im such a weakling.=\

owells, 1 week passed! which means 2 more weeks to go! ahhh...still got 2 weeks omg. when next week is over.... it'll be so super shiok. hehe!xD can't imagine how happy i'll feel when O's totally end. can't wait! :D

the week before O's wasn't as stressful as i thought. maybe cos was studying with friends and it just feel less pressurising with friends around. and with those idiotic ones who will make the studying session lively when studying gets so sian, it totally breaks the monotony. (:
somehow, mugging for O's seems to be so much more fun than taking it. lol.

shall head off for dinner. won't be updating till O's end i guess. so JIAYOU ALL!:D HANG IN THERE AND ALL THE BEST!^^

out out out, out of my mind for now.

wooahh... it's a week before O's starts. sense the excitement? lol!
PROM BLOG UPDATED!(:

ohohoh to start off... BUEH?! AHH DAHH SOOHH??!!! O.O LOLLOLLOL.
anyway, fell asleep at 9pm yesterday on the sofa and 一觉到天亮. like omg this is so rare! haha! reached home last night at 630pm after supposedly staying after school to study with jiahui. ended up we were talking and talking and talking non stop with weien, hanyang, joseph and aaron. haha! spending my last day of school with those idiots=memorable.(: and i finally don't see aaron as a scary person already. LOL. and some mutton is super irritating, i realised i should have replied him with 'then you like jiahui right? right right right?!' then we shall all see a burning red hot mutton. LOL! and some chocolate super stingey, 晒一点太阳 also cannot one, push me into the sun. tsktsk! HAHAHA.

owells, can't really believe that i've already graduated from ahs already. 4 years of secondary school life passes much much much faster than any 4 years in pri school. i wonder why. hmm... plus it's alot more meaningful cos you're older and understand things better and learn to cherish those around you more. guess it's less saddening cos you know it's possible to continue keeping in contact. yea!(:

looking forward to class chalet cos it would mean the end of O's and end of Prom organising and the start of learning dance with Cheryl and HK Drama Marathon with Jerlyn and swimming sessions with Kristy and also with Jiahui they all!!! omg... excited!xD Can't go guitar lessons with Kristy cos there's no guitar at home already!!! don't know when is bro's friend returning it back.. but i'm really really really itching to strum those strings!=\

oh talking bout bro! HE'S BACK FROM NEWZEALAND AFTER FLYING ON MONDAY! WHEEE!:D
the thought of bro and dasao shifting to their new house next year makes me really really sad and the thought of 2nd bro and ersao-to-be preparing for their marriage makes me really sad too. they're like all gonna leave this house and only got mama papa and me. make's things less lively cos no one ask me play xbox with him, no one to play punch-punch with me, no one make me can't sleep with his idiotic snores, no one to order me around ask me pour water and help him find his phone, no one to cheer over manu's matches with.. arhh.. =\ one good thing is that i will no longer live in fear that stupid 2nd bro will 1-3-5 flick his pi sai at me and eldest bro will never have the chance to aim his pi gu at me and launch his ultimate smelly fart in my face. OMG. MUAHAHAHA HURRAY!xD LOL. but still, i'll really miss them.. 怎么办?!?!=\

aiiyooohhh so emo. lol! was listening to MTV channel while do work past few nights and they keep playing Tao Zhe's new song, 暗恋. actually 张智成 also got a song with the same title!(: only after bro said that the Tao Zhe's one is nice then i realised yes it's really nice! the lyrics super cheesy too but it's really nice and touching!aww~!(:

click HERE for the song!:D

陶喆 - 暗恋
昨晚又再见到你 你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说 就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离 就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你
So lonely

So here I am standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受

今晚渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦想
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你
我愿意

So lonely so here I am standing all alone
开放我所有 我要为你怎么做你才接受我 (才接受我)
我喜欢你 (我喜欢你) 我要你 (我要你) 我爱你

I'm lonely

故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 我多爱你

shall zao le! hopefully i managed to spend some time studying today!(:

Dreams are my reality...

when my fellow friends are cracking their brains hard for the EL Mock Exam, here i am sitting in front of the computer and posting this. hehehe.

it seems like just recently when i last fell ill. am i really that weak..?=\
gotten 2 days of MC for fever and throat inflammation. expected only 1 day but Doc gave me 2 days instead. wanted to go school today but papa keep telling me not to go. so i should be a good girl and stay at home. hehe!

went to doc alone by myself for the first time in my life cos everyone was out for different wedding dinners, leaving dasao and i at home. and she offered to accompany me down but seeing how busy she was with her work, i decided to go down on my own. haha! i guess i would have been super nervous if it was a clinic that i had never went before. but since i went to the clinic that i have been going all the time, it feels quite familiar except that i was alone. i wonder how many pages of my medical data the doctor has, since i've been falling ill so often. plus i've been heading to the same clinic since young. hmm.... lol. Bro says i'm dumb not to go find him since he is working at the clinic opposite, maybe he could have given me a week of mc instead! hahaha! owells, i can't afford to fall sick anymore since O's is coming and there's so much to do for prom. ahhh.......................

ManUtd won Stoke 2-0!!! TOP IN LEAGUE TABLE!!:D :D :D
but i was so stunned when i saw the live updates scrolling at the bottom of the screen which says: "Liverpool VS Hull 6-1.......Wigan VS Chelsea 3-1"
like O.O omg are you serious?!
later then i realised that Chelsea lost mainly because their ultra pro gk Cech got sent off. and if anyone realised, Chelsea's next match is against Liverpool. like how the hell are they going to survive without Cech? All the best to all Chelsea fans. LOL.

&&& I'm so super mesmerised by 尼安东 again! LOL!!! omg he is like......ahhhh....meltttzzzz. LOL. he sang this song 如果没有你... yes this song that is playing at my blog! and sing till super....ahhhh.........meeelllllttttzzzzzzzzz. sppeeechhlesss. HAHAHA.
and and and he sang the Blower's Daughter previously, some ulu english song but he sang it until so damn touching! the "i can't take my eyeeesss~ off you.." that part omg. LOL. ok i should stop. seriously he makes me look forward to every Sunday night for 超级星光大道!:D
CLICK HEREEEEE & HEREEE!!! for all the songs he sang! you will regret if you don't click!:D

Chill Serene. LOL. Oh and i was showing my mama my report book. then she saw my form teacher's name and realised that i had never gotten a chinese form teacher for 4 years in ahs. so she was saying 注定要家去Dubai了啦! LOL. apparently my whole family is saying that they should marry me off to a tissue factory prince since i use tissue like nobody's business. and they were saying Dubai is a good location cos there is full of rich people then maybe i can send money back to Singapore which is a good deal. LOL. So there's this imaginary Dubai 王子 that we keep talking about. HAHAHA. but they are all joking luh..i'm sure they can't bear to see me fly to some faraway land. LOL!

ok shall head to sleep le. the medicine can't stop making me feel drowsy and keep making me dream of weird dreams and forget them once i wake. zzz. oh wells.. haven't touch any work for 4days and i'm really feeling very guilty. somehow the motivation seems to died off. owells, jiayou serene!(:

坚持信念.

ARHHHHHHH...........................................................................................
OWELLS. watching F1 practice session while posing this. haha.
just felt like screaming my heart out cos it has been long since i did that, and i guess if i'm somewhere near the racing track, my scream won't be disturbing. yay! lol.
guess i was successful in being a much opitimistic person but i'm getting affected by the smallest minute thing when there's more to do now. rarh.

i'm predicting that this will be a lengthy post of rants and emotions. opsss i don't mean to spoil your eyes! really really really!=\

#1: DAMN PISSED.
There are always times when you aren't that accurate in your analysing and thinks that yes, what i have decided is the right choice. but after some time, you'll slowly see that your decision is wrong and it's backfiring and killing yourself. and when it comes to that point of time, it's already way way way too late. so what can i do? why not shout and scold like what you usually would do?! nahh..after having to do the same thing continuosly and not being able to change the situation, you'll slowly find that the "forget it, fine fine fine just shuddup i'll do it myself ok?!" attitude seems to be a better option. at least it's a way out now to reduces those frownings and increasing the risk of getting wrinkles at an early age. and it's sometimes quite comforting to just convince myself when i'm in doubt of my capabilities by reviewing the capabilities of others. at least it boost my confidence when it starts to sink down.

WOAH. feeling better now after ranting this. hahaha. just live with it and accept the fact as it is right smack in front of my face. come on serene, just face it, eat the pile of shit that you have been trying to gobble down now before more houseflies come and irritate you further!(:

Oh! dinnered and movied with kelyn, javen, bryan, liangkai, yuwen on wed night! i'm so glad i'm able to make it, like finally!(: supposed to meet at 6pm but i found myself struggling awake on the sofa at 550pm. L-A-T-E-D! i admit! :D hahaha!
reached home and papa needed help to print out a catalogue from his email. it was 100+ pages thick and needed to print double side to save paper! and omg it took like 2hours and by the time we're done with it, it's 1am. eyelids were super heavy and it was not long till i realised that once the sun is up, it would be a Thursday with double period of HCL where we need to do 报章报道, and following by double AMath to end the lesson. Worse still, there's Physics Mock Exam and i totally didn't touch physics for weeks! omg i felt so so so dead like i'm never gonna have enough energy to endure through such a long day. BUT I DID. YAY!:D


Lantern festival is coming soon! got the sudden sudden sudden urge to 提灯笼... one hand is the traditional candle lit kind and the other hand is the got music kind! haha! And i'm so wanting to cook! have been slacking for many weeks already!=\ andandand i want go to the beach! ahhhhhh.... i shall have a cool house along the beach next time. haha!

Ohhh! jiahui cecilia kellyanne and me were talking about having rich boyfriend and i was saying i don't want rich boyfriend. then they were saying i should find a garang guni can already. and kellyanne keep cursing me that i'll stay single!!! Noooooooooooooo!!! so meannnn!!!=\ LOLLOLLOL.

ok this is really super long.. sorry!=\ currently really hoping for the best regarding prom.. i really really really don't want it to fail and getting quite demoralised already! noooooo cannnoottttttttt!=\

ok should zao le. ciaoz!(:

make me smile with your smile.

this is the super nice song that i suddenly remember after MrHoo said about the couple who were holding holding hands that morning. hahaha! seriously a super old but damn nice song.(:

click here for the song!:D

牵手 -苏芮
因为爱著你的爱
因为梦著你的梦
所以悲伤著你的悲伤
幸福著你的幸福

因为路过你的路
因为苦过你的苦
所以快乐著你的快乐
追逐著你的追逐

因为誓言不敢听
因为承诺不敢信
所以放心著你的沉默
去说服明天的命运

没有风雨躲得过
没有坎坷不必走
所以安心的牵你的手
不去想该不该回头

也许牵了手的手
前生不一定好走
也许有了伴的路
今生还要更忙碌

所以牵了手的手
来生还要一起走
所以有了伴的路
没有岁月可回头

& this too!:D

人间-王菲
风雨过后不一定有
美好的天空
不是天晴就会有彩虹
所以你一脸无辜
不代表你懵懂
不是所有感情
都会有始有终
孤独尽头不一定惶恐
可生命总免不了
最初的一阵痛
但愿你的眼睛
只看得到笑容
但愿你流下
每一滴泪
都让人感动
但愿你以后
每一个梦
不会一场空
天上人间
如果真值得歌颂
也是因为有你
才会变得闹哄哄
天大地大
世界比你想像中朦胧
我不忍心再欺哄
但愿你听得懂
但愿你会懂
该何去何从

this shall be the shortest post ever!LOL!
ciaoz!:D

idiotic idiots.